Emo

I feel horrible all day because I think one of my friends is snubbing me on Facebook for accidentally offending her.

I can't stand being disliked by people I like. I wanted to cry all day in lab when my advisor scolded me for not making enough progress on my project. It's very childish, but when I think a friend is angry with me, it doesn't leave my mind for days on end.

Also, I talked to my second sister on the phone last night. Talking to either of my sisters is generally a downer because they're such wonderful girls (FlowerMoonFish especially is a huge overachiever and at the same time projects an aura of "sweet young thing") and I'm always left with the bitter feeling of being the shitty beta version full of bugs.

I wish I wasn't so emo.